The sissy male

Sorry for not posting much over the last few months, I have found it difficult to think of what to write. However…………..

I have been thinking about why I am a sissy lately, nothing deep, just random thoughts. When you are a guy who dresses as a little girl, these thoughts happen lol. In everyday life, work, walking down the street I am aware I am a sissy, it’s not like I am a guy who just wears little girl clothes, but a guy who is a sissy. It’s the things I do, things that happen, whilst not dressed that remind me I am a sissy. I’m not camp or anything, far from it to be honest, but under that guy exterior, I am shy, timid and well let’s face it… a pansy.

As in previous posts my body betrays my sissiness, well a part of it anyway.. yes a small part hee hee. Having a teenie weenie has defined me as a sissy. I know that not all men with tiny ones are sissies, far from it, but for me it is part of my sissiness. Even if I gave all it all up, never wore so much as a pink ribbon, I would still be a sissy, still have a teenie weenie, still be frightened of sex, still be timid. So I guess little girl clothes are the right choice.

And in this mixed up, crazy world of ours, where life is fragile and happiness a piece of hay in a huge stack of needles, I truly find comfort in the fact I am an adult little girl. I never would have dreamt, as a kid, I would ever have the chance to dress as a little girl, have my own dolls and just be a princess… so for that I am grateful.

Love ya x x x

Frills and a slight whiff

Today has been just dreamy, I have been dressed all day and it has been heaven. I smell pretty, well most of me does lol… I’m in nappies and they have got a little stinky, but you know me, I hate having to get out of my nappies. But today has been all about being that little girl I yearn to be, letting her have fun and it has been wonderful, the time just flew by. I had a lovely chat today with my big sis Mary, she is just wonderful. Hey sis! Hope I didn’t go on to much about teenie weenie’s lol.

For those of you who follow this blog, you may have noticed that Mummy Honeys page has gone. Many of you have also noticed her blog/site has gone too, which is really sad. I don’t know why it has gone, the last time I heard from her she was well but really busy in the ‘real’ world. I was touched that so many of you were concerned for her, I know how much you all love her, as I do. I miss her so much, I owe her so much too, she did so much for me and I hope she is happy. As she is no longer my mummy, although I will always think of her that way, I thought it best to take off the page and of course she will always be my friend. There is a permanent place etched in my heart for her.

I want to just say BIG HUGS to all the special people who have touched my life and left it brighter. I hope you are all well and happy, take care and stay safe.

Love to you all x x x

The little girl inside

I am enjoying some little girl time, it’s such a relief to get out of my mens clothes and into a pretty dress. I have also got some nappies and that has been wonderful. I am trying to dress as often as I can, my desires and needs havent changed, adult life pretty much sucks, little girl life pretty much rules. I still love being a sissy and I always will.

Mummy P

I have a new mummy! Mummy P. Money Honey is still around, but cannot be around a lot, so I have a new mummy to take care of me. Mummy Sophie has been looking after me for a while and she is and always be a mummy for to me and a very good friend, but out of the blue came Mummy P and she too is amazing. We met online and really clicked. I think we are going to have a really strong, loving mummy/little girl relationship.

It has always been so important to me to have someone to look after me and I have been very lucky in meeting people who want to take me under their wings. I will update you all on how we get on.

ccccchanges

Just a quickie… sounds rude………. anyway just a quick post to let everyone know I am still here and that there will be some changes to this blog. Nothing major, just some tweeking and updating and to introduce someone rather special… my new mummy – Mummy P. I will update you soon on my ever growing family.

Take care x x x

Missing Mummy Honey

Some of you are aware, some not, but Mummy Honey has not been about for many months now. I know she looks in on me from time to time, but I miss her a lot. So if you can mummy, please drop me an email at lovesfrillies@hotmail.co.uk just to let me know you are ok.

x x x

Happy Easter

 

Happy Easter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

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So I am sitting here checking for responses to about 6 emails….. nope no reply yet, maybe my Outlook is broken, not working, oh well nevermind. Anyway I notice some comments have been left for this blog. I really love getting comments, it shows someone has taken an interest and I am really grateful for that, but I don’t appreciate comments telling me to s**k someone’s d**k, because I am a sissy b**ch. I also do not appreciate someone trying to contact said person through this blog. If you want to s**k d**k, that is up to you, but do not use my blog as some sort of contact site. If you have actually read any posts, you may have noticed this is not a porn site, not me getting off, it is just my thoughts, so coming in and leaving comments like that is pointless.

Auntie Julia

This just a little post for Auntie Julia who is just lovely. I am always so touched to meet such wonderful, broadminded people, so I was so pleased to get in touch with Auntie Julia.

Read more about Auntie Julia at Mummy Sophies site here

Thankyou Auntie Julia for your kindness x x x

Dress, dress….. DRESS!!!

As I write this, I am dressed – Yay!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot begin to explain how good I feel right now. I am in my frilly panties, frilly socks, massive pink petti and my very special pink satin party dress, along with puffed sleeves. Oh and my ever faithful ringlet wig.

This is what life is all about for me, for a pansy who is not dressed, is not a happy pansy. The little girl inside me is so blissfully happy right now, she does hate to be shut away lol.

And in this ever changing world, I have found my dressing has become more important, it’s my release, my connection to who I really am, my way of forgetting my fading ‘manhood’ (horrid word for a sissy lol).

I cannot function fully as a man, I can act like one, but not function fully. I couldn’t be a ‘man’ sometimes, a sissy at other times, I am too much of a child, too much a little girl, I mean I have a teenie weenie that would look small on an eight year old, hardly something a woman would want to see beneath the sheets lol. And when it comes right down to it, despite the daily act, I am way too much of a simpering pansy……… and I love it!