I get so emotional – baby

I am driven by emotions, they often dictate my next actions to such a degree that they can cloud my thoughts. My sissiness is one of my strongest emotions. Yes I do feel my sissiness is an emotion. Once caught up in it I am overwhelemd, a slave to it. I know that sounds dramatic but it is a reality.

I have been able to control this emotion of late, much better than in my not so distant past. Much of this control has come from the guidance of mummy and through chatting with her I can see a clearer picture of my life.

I still go from extremes, one minute all I want is to be a little girl, the next happy that I’m a sissy to thinking oh my God I dress up in frilly things!! I know, I’ve talked about this many times before, but this is part of my sissiness, the endless control and lack of control of my emotions. Deep down maybe I know the answer, then again maybe it will always be like this.

The one thing for sure is I know I have the support of so many people now and that makes my emotions a little easier to deal with…………. 

Emotions 

Emotions are good

Emotions are bad

Emotions are happy

Emotions are sad

Emotions are tiring

Emotions take time

Emotions drain you

Emotions define

Emotions complicate

Emotions forgive

Emotions bamboozal

Emotions we live

Understand your emotions

Learn to use them and shine

For they do not control you

If you give them that time

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I have been dressing up this week and it’s been heaven. The one thing I am learning is how to play like a little girl. It’s all well and good putting on the clothes but when it comes to acting like a little girl I don’t have a great deal of reference.

Some of it comes naturally being a sissy, other things I am learning. I have had great advice and tips from so many of you and the one thing I think is important for me is to really let go, try and lose myself in the little girl I am. With a shedding of my male restraints I find I begin to act how I imagine a little girl would act. I once thought I was like an actor but that was wrong. An actor plays the part of someone else, I don’t, I become an extension of myself.

Also I don’t need to learn lines!!!!!!!!!!!!

The news

Here is the news………………………

Sissy in not feeling that sissy shock

The price of nappies rises again, babies in mild state of apathy

Travel – If it looks like rain – don’t

Financial news – The stock market fell again today due to subsidence. The stocking market rose due to indulgence 

In fashion news pink is still the ‘in’ colour and we don’t know why we bothered to tell you that 

Sport – Sissy football – match abandoned due to outbreak of tea party

And finally………… 

Kittens are cute…. awwwww

Sissy day

It really has been the best day. I have been dressed for most of it and have been enjoying being the sweet little girl I so love to be. Been chatting to mummy, she really is the best. She has helped me so much and I would be truly lost without her.

I have felt so sissy all day so it’s been wonderful to be able to dress and be myself. When I feel this sissy I never want the feelings to end, but I am learning that even when the sissy feelings fade a little they will always come back and that’s a blessing.

Being able to spend the whole day encased in nappies, in a pretty dress and play dollies was an amzing experience as it always is. Also chatting with mummy was like she was really here with me and I felt like the luckiest sissy in the world.

Hopefully I will be dressing all week, but I’m not going to force myself to dress if I don’t feel sissy enough. The way I feel right now though I can’t see that happening!!

Till the next time x x x

My pink party dress

Well here I am sitting in one of my pink party dresses, the ultimate sissy wear. It really is, to me, the best sissy thing to wear. Nothing says sissy more than a pink party dress. It’s like the little black dress for women, every sissy should one.

The moment I slip it on I know it’s right. I can skip around feeling so sissy for hours, fluffing my petticoats, dropping curtseys. Oh the joys of being a sissy.

But from the joys of being a sissy to the ‘joys’ of using a computer. Oh I know email, web sites, blogs all great. where would be without them, but don’t computers drive you nuts. No, guys I don’t mean a computer can literely drive your nuts, though thinking about it I’m sure someone has invented one somewhere, but I digress. No computers are the most frusting things since milk cartons.

 

I have spent most of the weekend, getting rid of unwanted programs, files, cookies, you name it, in the vain hope it might speed it up. Nope doesn’t want to know. It’s sitting here now goading me, laughing at me – ‘you watsed hours, nah nah nah nah nah’. I keep wanting to clout the monitor, till I remember it’s not it’s fault. It sitting there saying don’t blame me, I just show you what ‘it’ allows.

Oh no, I’m losing the plot (again). I do think though that every computer has a little ticking time bomb inside – that counts down to the point where you get too frustrated and just go and buy another one. Oh blight of my life I love you so.

I do. I really do. I remember, pre Internet waiting for the post, agony. Guess computers are worth the hassle. Aren’t they?

I’ve bought myself a sissy pack on ebay and it’s great. It has loads of little girl things – lots of Barbie stuff, day of the week panties, smellies and tons of other stuff. I’m going to take some pics of myself enjoying everything so watch this space. Well give it a while, I don’t mean sit here and keep watching cause you might get hungry. Too silly? Sorry.

So long!

Pretty sissies

The more I search the more sissies I find. We are everywhere. There are so many really pretty sissies out there too, some really look like little girls. One lovely sissy is Sally, she is very pretty and she has let me show you a pic of her -

She really is a doll and a lovely person too.  She pointed out that if you feel pretty on the inside then you are pretty. She is right, it’s how you feel that counts, we cant all look like her but we can feel as pretty and strive to look as pretty.

 

This is me in sketch form in my yellow top and skirt. Don’t I look chubby!! Chubby but happy!! But no more jelly and icecream for a while.

Anyway going to make this a short blog, so until next time – ta ta 

Panty brain, panty heart

 

I have found the perfect job for myself, although I’m pretty sure it doesn’t exist lol. I want to be an womens underwear washer!! Yep thats the job for me. Of course I would be permitted to have a little sniff of each pair that I washed!!! Oh the endless streams of used panties. Ooopps, sorry started drooling!!

I have a little thing too for seeing women sniffing other womens panties, it’s so erotic…. well to me anyway. I wish I could be with these two girls (or be one of those girls!). Mmmm just thought maybe I could be a quality control expert. Now thats a job!!

Yah!! More and more sissies are finding Sissy Kiss. At the rate we are going we will soon take over the world!! Ok maybe not, but it is wonderful that so many sissies are getting out there and not hiding away. It’s scary at first but once you have dipped your toe, so to speak, you find the water is warm!

I know for me, I am glad I have got out there and can express my sissiness. I think it is important to try and express it in some ways, even if you are unable to dress, you can still explore the feelings you have. We all know that being a sissy is nothing to be ashamed of, even if we don’t want the whole world to find out.

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This is for all of us who for what ever reason feel life is too tough. Remember there are always otheres worse off (giggle). It’s also a personal reminder to me, that my job isn’t that bad!!!!!!!

Sun is shinning

Nice to see the sun was shinning today. No not out of my bottom!! That only happened once when I swallowed a torch (long story).

There are certain things for me that say summer is here. Swifts and hot air balloons in the sky, the sound of lawn mowers and sneezing, ice-cream vans on every corner and of course xmas stuff and winter clothing in the shops!!!!

I love this time of year, everything is lighter, brighter, warmer and happier. I remember as a kid spending so much time outside, playing football (it’s true!!) climbing trees (yes so is that) and those endless water fights, fun, fun, fun. I do also remember wishing just sometimes I could ride down the street on a pink bike in a summer dress (that’s more like it!!).

It’s nice though to just sit and watch the blue sky and get lost in flyaway thoughts. Let the world revolve for a while without having to hold on for dear life. There have been so many things rotting my brain lately that to take just a moment and look up at the sky and think it’s not that bad. Just for moment. Really helps.

It goes back to the whole stress thing. If I let everything mount up I will lose. It is inevitable. I have to believe that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I also realize that everyone has stress and many people have life a lot harder than me. Much of my stress comes from me, it’s my fault, I invented it, fashioned it, nurtured it and gave it pride of place. I don’t know how many times I have said ‘right tomorrow I start again’, but I have to keep trying, see myself how I want to be in a years time and go for it. Live instead of rot.

Sorry I managed to change the mood of this blog very quickly. I’m trying to be upbeat!! The sun has got her hat on hip hip hooray. There that’s better. I guess what I’m trying to say, in my lets go round the houses style I seem to have, is taking that moment to just look at something without everyday life barging in, is good for the soul. It is the same with dressing up. Being that little girl, forgetting everything else for a little while is the same for me as looking at the sky. It’s a step back from reality. Of course my sissiness isn’t just a stress reliever, I dress up because I have the overwhelming urge to. It’s me. Just happens that it has good side effects!! 

I have been having my usual princess fantasies. I love the whole idea of being a beautiful princess. I guess it’s the ultimate little girl thing. I have a little tiara and even a wand, so I can dress up as a princess and really enjoy it. There really are so many little girl things to enjoy and I am finding new and wonderful sissy things all the time. So many worlds to explore.

Happy days everyone x x x