Hello and welcome to my blog. My name is Samantha and I am a late 30′s sissy, straight and single with a deep longing to be a little girl. I have been on a path of discovery all my life, but over the last few years I have begun to really explore what it is to be a sissy, what it is to be an adult little girl. I am always learning more about my sissiness with every day that passes and this blog is about my journey into sissyhood and my thoughts and dreams along the way.
I regard being a sissy as a wonderful gift and I am happy and proud to be one. However even though I have accepted my sissiness, I still have, like so many other sissies, doubts and fears but these are becoming less and less as I slip into my little girl world. You will not see my face here and that is because I am still a little shy but as my journey continues who knows.
I do know that all sissies are unique, we all have our own ideas and dreams, but we have a common bond – a love for the feminine. However you express your sissiness we are all like sisters and if we unite and stand together as sissies then our world will be a happier and frillier place!!!
I hope you enjoy my blog. Love to you all x x x
May 29, 2007 at 3:09 pm
Sissies are so sweet
December 17, 2009 at 5:50 pm
Sissy D…
I imagine you have known you were different for a long time. In fact, I’ll bet, you had girly feelings when you were very young. I can see you acting on those impulses secretly…most of us did. If your transgendered…you had no choice.
I am unique, in that I was was raised as girl from 6 years old. I was diagnosed as a ” gender conflicted child”…and was allowed to be a little girl. My older siblings were wonderful to me. My parents never doubted my child psychologists.
Therefore,I have a unique advantage, and insight about being a little girl, that most sissies do not. But that is a whole other issue.
Now that you are more in touch with your inner female child…allow yourself to really love her, and let her over take you sometimes. Just go with it. I wouldn’t necessarily go out side and play as her, since your 30 something…but, spend the day indoors playing, singing, and pampering yourself as her. If you don’t have any children’s music, like old Disney tunes, then buy them, and sing along to them. Little girls bounce and jump. They are very dramatic. Learn it instinctively. Buy coloring books, and story books, and enjoy them. Make sure your have dolls, and stuffed animals. Play with them, sleep with them. Give them names, and personalities. Have tea parties…and eat cake.
Fill your bed room with girls things…Pinks. Purples, soft Yellows are a girls pallet. Things that sparkle are part of our trademark image. Glitter is the spice of a little girls life.
Put up frilly curtains, and buy a pretty bed covering. Put down a big pink fuzzy rug on the floor. Have big teddy bears on your bed. Maybe some soft bunnies. Make sure your have play make up, and some soft pretty perfume to wear.
Buy and wear scrunchies, ribbons, and clips in your hair. Paint your finger nails bright pink. Toe nails toes too. Have hot pink lipstick you can wear. The list is nearly endless.
You have to make room for her. She cannot be a once in a while accommodation. Give her plenty of space, and let her shine.
Train yourself to always sit and pee. Stop pissing on the wall.( a urinal) Do not stand a pee into a toilet. It always ends up on other surfaces. If your a girl, you sit an pee! Always, without exceptions.
Make your room and hers a special place. Every little girls room, is her Princess Palace. Is yours?
If you have straight male friends who visit you, close and lock the door to your room. It is your special place you share with a child…don’t let anyone take it away from you.
Do not hide her. Let her show through in your everyday life. Wear pink shirts. Wear pink socks. Wear a girls watch, get your ears pierced, and wear earrings. Wear a little eye shadow every day. Learn and use female words and phrases. Lighten your voice, and talk chatty.
Get rid of the cave man talk.
Learn to walk like a female. Swing your arms freely. Use hand motions when you talk. Become more expressive with your face, as you speak.
Laugh with your shoulders…not your belly.
Eventually, your life partner, will love all these parts about you.
Girlie boys, Sissies, Lady Boys are not actual MEN! Stop pretending to be one.
They are a blend of two genders. Transgendered boys/girls ARE the inner gender. Figure out who you really are.
Little girls are not sexual objects. Neither should yours be. Do not use your inner child as a metaphor for the rape of innocence.
I was raped at barely 19…and nearly killed.
The men who did it, thought I was female…
Being a girl, who is brutalized, is nothing sexy. Young girls do not fantasize about being sexually abused. Nor should yours.
You wouldn’t want your daughter debauched…nor should you dishonor your inner female child, by regularly sexually abusing her. ( masturbation, and anal penetration with dildos, or sucking on some males penis ) Many sissies are after some sort of sexual thrill…are you? Examine those tendencies, if you possess them.
Being a little girl, in a little girls world is a special place. It is where Unicorns live. It is where little fairy princesses can play and be safe.
There are no big bad wolves lurking in the shadows, reading to pull off her diapers or panties.
I was raised as a little princess. I grew up girly. I went to school as a girl. I had girl friends I played with. I had big sisters who I played with and were my best friends as well. It was wonderful. I can not imagine growing up any other way.
You have a chance, now, to explore a special new world. Don’t ruin it. Be a good little girl.
Send the naughty boy away, forever. Good little girls, do not play with naughty boys.
Well, some do, and they always end up in trouble.
I think you know what I mean.
I hope you find yourself, and your inner girl fully. I wish you a happy ever after.
Luv…Rene
August 5, 2010 at 12:37 pm
HELLO SAMANTH THIS BABYPETER I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE SISSY BABY GIRL 4 ABOUT 10 YEARS I LOVE TO WEAR MY LITTLE PINK BABY DRESS WITH LOTS OF FRILLY LACE AND HUGG MY TEDDY BEAR I COLLECT THEM I HAVE ABOUT 178 OF THEM I WILL BE GETTING MORE DRESSES VERY SOON SORRY I DO NOT HAVE ANY PHOTOS OF MY SELF ILL GET SOME SOON TO SHOW YOU OK THANK YOU KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK LOVE YOUR SITE BY NOW FROM BABYPETER.